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Where the hell have you been????

Hello, it's me
I was wondering if after all these years you'd like to meet
To go over everything
They say that time's supposed to heal ya
But I ain't done much healing ~Adele
So, it’s been 2 ½ years since my last post.  It has been terribly rough, confusing, overwhelming time with constant worry and anxiety.  Nice thing to say first post in so long, huh?
I think it’s going to be easiest to go through the years (probably not in perfect chronological order)…
2013 Bill never came back and my heart still hurts.  Clearly I was not “the one” for him.  He started dating someone just a few months after I had asked him to look within to find what he wanted.  He’s married now.   My heart is still in pieces.Things have always been a little chaotic in our little family, but this is when things started getting crazy.Shelby had her appendix removed in September & Knee surgery in November
2014 I dated someone for a short while, totally not my type.  I thought “maybe I need to look outside …