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Are you tired? I am SO tired!

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On May 18, 2018 Vivienne was born.  You may have guessed that she's my granddaughter.   I have been raising her since birth. The hope was that her mom would get her shit together and it just hasn't happened yet.  She is 2 and sassy as ever! Don't let that cute face fool you!  She is just like her mommy & Lovey (that's me) - reels you in with her charms, then turns on you!   Um, raising a baby again, almost 50 - DON'T DO IT!  I love her more than anything, but WOOOHEEE, it's a lot of work! I took FMLA and 3 weeks after I returned to work, I was let go.  17 years gone in a minute.  Suffice it to say, 2018 SUCKED ASS! 2019 wasn't much better, actually I'd probably say it was even worse with the job situation, raising a baby, trying to hold on to some of my sanity. I have realized that I really would like to have someone in my life.  Someone to lean on.  Someone to tap out to.  Someone to TALK TO and LISTEN TO.  Someo...