Feelings and feeling them... ugh.

This has been the soundtrack of the my last two weeks.

You’ve moved on… Never mind I’ll find someone like you…



Don't you remember? Have you even thought of me/us at all?



Please, higher power, whoever you are, take this away!  Especially today…



Not liking this visitor, not at all…



I’m feeling the feelings.  I’d like them to move on, so I can.

Love & blessings my friends!

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