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Feelings and feeling them... ugh.

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This has been the soundtrack of the my last two weeks.
You’ve moved on… Never mind I’ll find someone like you…


Don't you remember? Have you even thought of me/us at all?


Please, higher power, whoever you are, take this away!  Especially today…


Not liking this visitor, not at all…


I’m feeling the feelings.I’d like them to move on, so I can.
Love & blessings my friends!

Women grieve, men replace...

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Have you heard that saying before?  I hadn't until today...
I was still hoping that he was taking time to take care of him so WE could be a WE.  
Then, my curiosity got the best of me.  I wanted to see pictures of the babies born into the family, how big the kids had grown and there it was... a picture of him and another woman.  It's not new.  He moved on months ago, like last year months ago, and he didn't even say a word.  How is it that I loved him so much I let him go to work on himself and he couldn't even say "thanks but no thanks"?
I'm not expecting answers.  I know logically I can't even hope for any.  I have spent the last year hoping my Bill blanket would appear at my door and say "I'm back! I worked on my shit, I still have work to do, but let's do the rest together!"  HOLY SHIT!  Am I that fucking crazy!   O M G!!!!
I have had crazy wonderful support.  My friends, even when I know they want to smack me, say "I told you s…