Are you tired? I am SO tired!
On May 18, 2018 Vivienne was born. You may have guessed that she's my granddaughter. I have been raising her since birth. The hope was that her mom would get her shit together and it just hasn't happened yet. She is 2 and sassy as ever! Don't let that cute face fool you! She is just like her mommy & Lovey (that's me) - reels you in with her charms, then turns on you! Um, raising a baby again, almost 50 - DON'T DO IT! I love her more than anything, but WOOOHEEE, it's a lot of work! I took FMLA and 3 weeks after I returned to work, I was let go. 17 years gone in a minute. Suffice it to say, 2018 SUCKED ASS! 2019 wasn't much better, actually I'd probably say it was even worse with the job situation, raising a baby, trying to hold on to some of my sanity. I have realized that I really would like to have someone in my life. Someone to lean on. Someone to tap out to. Someone to TALK TO and LISTEN TO. Someone to love and who will love me. I ha