Trusting my gut...
This is going to be quick, but I thought I'd let it out. I was right. I should've trusted my gut from the beginning. Never date someone who is in the process of a divorce. Even if there has been a long separation. Until those papers are signed by a judge, it's not really over... and still not after that for a while.
What a dumbass I am. Okay, not really a big dumbass (a small dumbass? I do have a tiny tush). I enjoyed the attention, but knew, in the back of my mind that it wasn't quite right. He was getting attention he hadn't gotten in a long time. And, I'm kinda cute. And, I'm pretty darned nice too. So, can I blame him? Nope. Am I mad? Nope. Am I disappointed? A little in myself. Because had I trusted my gut, I would never have gone out with him in the first place. It was nice to reconnect with someone I knew (vaguely) from years ago. It was nice to go out to dinner and text and all that. I liked the attention too.
But, as I said in this post, I want the good stuff! I've been through enough heartache and plain old crap that I think I've paid my dues. And the man who gives me the good stuff (okay, that sounds a little naughty) will get all of that and more in return!!! ;o)~
In closing... man that sounds way too formal!
Here is a blog posting from Single Dad Laughing (What not to say to a single person) - I love this post! No really, my un-single friends and un-single people in general - take a look. Read, meditate, let it ruminate...
Love & blessings to each and every one of you!!!!! xo